Poor Stella thew up again last night. Something about this round of kitty infirmities is pushing me over the edge into a world of emotional exhaustion. For too long, making too many decisions on my own that seem freighted with the responsibility of a care taker.

I am beginning to think this is the real reason folks couple up. To share the decisions.

The physical exhaustion I can deal with and spiritually I believe there are some answers to the sense of feeling separate or isolated that my current work situation fosters so deeply but what do I do about the emotional exhaustion?

We did finally get a break it the oppressive cool gloom late in the day and tomorrow is supposed to be just lovely. I am looking forward to that.